When Seeing is not Believing
Since I wrote my last piece titled 'So what if I can not see' , my
world has further darkened.
I can not
see. Nor can I hear.
Although I still go
for a walk with my master.
But I brush
into the plants/bushes hanging on the pavements.
Because I
can not see.
When the neighbour’s dog barks at me, I do not respond.
Because, I can not hear the bark.
This reminds me of the old sagely advise to control your temper—“When
someone calls you names, ignore it and it goes back to him”!
At home when
you, my master, lie down for yoga every morning, somehow I come to know.
May be the
vibrations through the floor tell me.
And then I
head for you.
I negotiate
my way after a bump or two into your legs or arms.
And then I
find your cheeks, nose, ears and the neck.
I like to
lick you.
I don’t
know why?
May be I
feel secure that way.
May be I
feel that I am not alone in this dark and silent world. You are with me.
It comforts
me.
I know you
don’t like to be disturbed while doing yoga. But that is
the only time I can
lick you.
I also
know, even though you may try and hide your face, but you
let me do it.
Every
morning. Day after day.
Now you know why I titled this piece 'When seeing is not
believing'?
Since my world is darkened, for me 'believing' comes only after I touch and feel an object.
Thank you
for being with me.
Thank you
for making me feel that I am not alone.
I love you.
-
Elfo (Your own Cairn Terrier now 13 year old)
(Composed by Gumakkad on behalf of Elfo. Created on New Year's Day while waiting for my car to be serviced at Tata Motors Workshop in Hyderabad)
1st Jan 2015.
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